This week marked a personal turning point for me in my internship. Up until this point, while I have enjoyed the company I am working for, I haven’t found satisfaction in my role and my summer project. Even though the placement is temporary and I’d be able to work in a different role if I came back full-time, I still have struggled to find motivation because I am just not as passionate as I’d like to be. Throughout the summer, I have been wavering between boredom and frustration every time I have to work on it. However, this past week I decided to take action that would change that. While there is nothing I can do to change the fact that I don’t like my project, I decided to at least be honest with those around me about what kind of work I am passionate about. I reached out to several people on various teams all to learn more about projects that I might be more interested in. A few in particular peaked my interest and by the end of the week, someone had offered me a stretch project to work on in addition to my main project.
This was a huge relief for a few reasons. First, it is so great to finally have work I am passionate about. It is a subject that I am not only more interested in, but that I feel will be a great opportunity to play to some of my strengths as well. In addition, even though I still have my main project, I now have the motivation knowing that as soon as I get it done, I have something much more interested waiting for me. Overall, I’m excited for a change and to see how this additional project challenges me to think differently.
Change it good! There are always going to be some things you don’t like doing, bur having something to look forward to and having passion for is really important. Excited for you!