Participating as guest curator on the “Playing to Learn; Learning as Play” exhibit has been a novel learning experience for me. I have always loved going to special collections displays as well as to art gallery shows and wandering around, gazing at the artifacts, reading the labels and signs, and pondering what story I see being told to the perambulating viewer. To be involved with such a display has been one of my non-secret dreams. The difference between imagining such a role and doing the role is vastly different and in some ways parallels the difference between being a library user or reader, an outsider role, and a worker in a collection, an insider role. The reference desk in a rare books room symbolizes the separation and is the liminal space between. I have now temporarily gone behind the desk to enter the secret library, the one that appears at night when it is closed to the public.
A number of times over the winter Sandy and I have stayed after hours or come in early before the library opens to work on the display: to search the catalogue, to decide on what materials to select, to sort objects in groups and one memorable day to gingerly lay the objects in a possible order on top of the closed display cases with another display still inside! This was in order to gain a sense of the visual impact of the items and their potential location within the cases and to understand the relation between the cases and so determine their numbering. The proximity and order helps us determine a potential route for a visitor and their movement amongst the overall display, which also includes posters on walls, high display cases, and a large screen. A daunting activity for me was when we had to write promotional material before the display was in its final form. This is the complete opposite of academic writing.
This turn-around world reminds me of a couple of things. One is a silly movie set in a large natural science museum at night—it had Ben Stiller as the lead actor—and the various prehistoric creatures had a busy and complicated night life. In our situation, the objects did not come alive when we were working as did his dinosaurs, but the idea of a secret world waiting to unfurl was very present. The experience also reminded me of working backstage with many others to create a slowly unfurling theatrical performance for the public who only see a finished product. Moreover, the display is not a static entity but an active constellation of objects temporarily fixed in a case. Still more are being added. And like any performance or instillation, it is temporary.