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When we were first prompted to create a personal mission statement in Honor 401 this week, I thought it seemed like a pretty direct and simple task. I was feeling pretty chipper after our paper airplane activity, so I got down to business and started to jot down the parts of the statement: personality, values, interests and passions, and strengths/talents/skills.

As I walked into Althouse Lab on Wednesday, I was also occupied by a looming life decision. I received a job opportunity for an IT rotational program that I believe would be a great fit, in two locations: Seattle, WA and Charleston, SC. For context, my mom and I live in Pennsylvania and make up our little family, and she has been fighting breast cancer for the past several months. I will always prioritize spending time with her and supporting her, but I also need to be financially independent and kickstart my career. This point, and a few other complicated factors, were causing me to have great anxiety. Melissa received quite the rant from me at the beginning of class as I earnestly sought advice about job location and more. So, when faced with the personal mission statement activity, I froze. I was in the midst of a decision in which I had no idea what to do, or which way to lean, all based on what I value the most. This simple activity was a wake up call that I need to better understand myself, and what I want and need to prioritize in my life.  Here’s what I ended up with:

Under Know Your Values, I had quickly written, “family – mom, integrity, honesty, communication”

Personality: “extroverted, empathetic, ambitious, creative”

Interests and Passions: “music/arts, involvement in community/social engagement, politics, living a culturally-rich life, living an active life”

Under Strengths, Talents, and Skills, every bullet point has a question mark after it. Yikes.

My hesitation and difficulty with this task has shown me that I need to be more self-aware on several different levels in order to help my decision-making process, and in order to be a more effective leader. I’m sure this will take a great deal of time and effort, but I am determined to find my personal mission along the way.