April 30

Reflection on School in a Pandemic

Eva O’Leary published a piece in Time Magazine about life at Penn State during the pandemic. It reflects on the experiences of students mostly through photos. As a freshman at Penn State during the pandemic I have to say that the photos connect to me a lot. They show kids sitting in grass on Old Main with masks, or someone sitting in their bed alone, or signs of online worship from a church. I think that this shows some of what the culture is like at Penn State right now. Coming to college was something that I was always told would be some of the best years of my life. Stories of late-night study sessions and walks with friends, and ordering food at two in the morning always seemed enticing, but a lot of that was ruined by this pandemic. Everything felt so much more distant than I thought it would be. For 18 years I thought about what it would be like to go to college, and in none of my wildest dreams did I imagine this.  

Coming to a new place is hard enough, but when you have to stand six feet away from everyone you meet it become infinitely harder. I remember feeling lonely the first few weeks. Classes online meant no faces and black squares. I could not meet my classmates and I could not say hi. Class discussion became a jumbled mess of sound and bad internet to the point where I did not want to try. Penn State did their best to change this situation. They held outdoor events like movies, had events on the Hub Lawn, but every time something happened all I heard from other people was how much better it usually was. I think that the way that these pictures in the article are taken show how people are trying to make the best out of a terrible situation, something that no one ever imagined. But in the photos, everyone seems a little sad, too. Sad that this happened at all, sad that they wasted a year of college staring at a screen.  

In many ways I feel lucky to be able to have a freshman year at all – to be able to meet people, no matter how weird it is, and to be able to experience some of what it is like to be on my own. But I cannot say I am happy to have missed all of the things freshmen usually do. To have everyone hang out in dorm halls, to go to football games, and to just experience life on my own how I wanted to. While we work towards the future and look past the pandemic, everyone seems to be excited for what’s next, and I am trying to be. But in some ways, it feels like I am going to be a freshman again, like I am going to experience everything for the first time. If I am right, I hope that it is amazing, but I cannot imagine my life outside of that Zoom box just yet.  

 

April 30

President Biden’s Inaugural Address Analysis

President Joseph R. Bidens entire campaign was run on the concept of bridging the divide between parties, classes, countries, and even racial disparities. In a time of polarity in many aspects of the country, his goal was to create a campaign focused on bringing everyone together. He largely did this and was successful as he was elected the 46th President of The United States of America. That is why it was so important for him to stress unity in his inaugural address. Under Donald Trump’s presidency, we saw divides grow further. Politics became more polarizing and more than once the entire government ground to a halt. When the COVID-19 Pandemic started to emerge, Trump handled it poorly and with little to no competence. Getting America back on track was to many a goal that seemed too good to be true. But uniting behind the other candidate gave others more hope than anything else.  

I believe that the main goal of President Bidens inaugural address was to establish that feeling of hope and unity in the country. After a long race he had the goal of uniting even those who did not vote for him. He stated time and time again that he would be a president for all, not just those who voted for him, and I think that this is the backbone of his speech. Many did not like him, and even the election itself was controversial due to claims of fraud. But he aimed to put that all behind him and make himself the one legitimate president of the United States. I think that he continued to hit on this point throughout the speech, bringing it up every once in a while, as a reminder. The goal seemed to be to make everyone relax and breathe a sigh of relief. That he would begin the long road of fixing the cracks in our democracy. No matter what happens over the next four yearsthis speech was meant to instill hope that it would be better than the years before.  

I also think that a goal of President Biden’s speech was actually to be boring, regular, and non-controversial. Donald Trump was arguably one of the most controversial presidents in American history, and this was something that Biden wanted to avoid. Americans have this idea that the president is supposed to be a levelheaded, smart, thoughtful person who can make the best decisions for the people of the country. That is the air Biden was trying to have with his speech. I think he did this well, too. Many said he seemed presidential, and although that term will always be determined by the person speaking it, many were relieved to see this. One day without something controversial happening felt like a relief to those who were tired of the news cycle being what it was. That is why I feel Biden succeeded in what he set out to do. He wanted to calm the American people and let everyone know that the time of division was over. Although his actions will determine if this statement was true, for a minute, his speech allowed many to think it was.  

April 30

Groundhog Day

Groundhog Day is one of those movies that is redone every so often with a fresh take. What seems like a simple concept isin fact, not. The movie itself focuses on what someone would do if there were no consequences for their actions. It follows Bill Murray’s character as he goes through the same day over and over again and does different things. After living many unsatisfying days, he realizes that he wants more and helps everyone around him. This eventually ends the cycle. The large part of this movie focuses on the importance of positive actions and how they affect others. It asks the question of how someone would live their life if they thought about every second of every day and the consequences that their actions would have. That is why I really like this movie, because it is much deeper when you look into the meaning of it.  

I often think that people spend too much time looking ahead to what’s next and just brush past what’s happening in the moment. It is important to think about your actions, but it is also very important to realize that what is happening now may affect those around you and even yourself dramatically. Because of this, it is important for people to think more in the moment instead of ten minutes ahead. This directly correlates to living a civic life. A civic life is one that has a positive effect on the community, a meaningful one. One that does not only benefit the person, but also the people in the community who live with the person. As we see Bill Murray’s character run rampant across a town, we can see how important one person’s actions are on the lives of countless others. He successfully leaves the dreaded time loop only when he makes positive change. Does this mean that the people who made the movie are trying to say that living a civic life is someone’s most important job?  

I think that living in the moment and mindfulness are often overlooked, and so I think that this movie really highlights the importance of it. It makes you think what would do if I were stuck in this same day over and over again? How would I act? How would I treat those around me? Although I would like to think I would do the right thing, it is hard to know what would happen after a while. One thing I do know is that it is important to treat others how you would want to be treated. How Bill Murray’s character treats other characters throughout the movie plays a large part in the movie and the plot. The world is forever changed by each action each person takes, and those who think they do not matter are often those who make a bigger impact. Being mindful of one’s surroundings can be the key to a positive life, and I think that’s what the movie does best. It puts each day in perspective. Each day is special, and we should live it as such.  

 

April 21

E-Portfolio Idea

After looking at the different websites I decided that the best one for me to create my E-Portfolio would be Wix. Wix seems like the most extensive user-friendly website builder out there, and that is what I am looking for. I am not very good with electronics, and I think that a website that is easy to use and informative would be best for me. I also know that Wix uses a drag and place system to design websites which I think would allow me to personalize it more. They also have the larger number of templates available compared to Weebly. WordPress seems like the most complicated. To publish through WordPress, it seems you may need to pay, and while I can see the benefits if this if it was to be a site for a company or a long-term site, I think for my purposes it is unnecessary. Because of all these different reasons I think that Wix is going to be the best system for me.  

My E-Portfolio is something that I want to look good for years to come. I think that later in life as I apply to graduate school or to jobs, they will want to search through my internet presence. I would like there to be a website that shows the things that I do well, and what I am proud of. Because of this I think that I want to add a tab about being in the Honors College, one about the bee company I created, maybe one about my involvement on campus, one about where I am from, and one about what I want to do with my life. I think covering this will give people a good idea of who I am.  

 

April 21

Independence Hall

Throughout my passion blog I have discussed places across the country and their historical and environmental importance. All the places that are protected by the National Park Service are important and irreplaceable in some way. As we move forward it is important to protect these lands and monuments to history and nature. Today, for my last passion blog, I want to talk about a place that is very dear to me and my city. Growing up in Philadelphia can be a lot of things, but for me, it was a gateway into the world of politics and history. The city itself has always been home to me, and it also happens to be the birthplace of our country. Old City is home to sites like Independence Hall, The Liberty Bell, The Constitution Center, Ben Franklin’s house, and so much more. It is a modern city that tells the story of the country, and that was how I became so fascinated with the past.  

I remember watching the movie National Treasure with Nicholas Cage as a kid. I saw him and his team wind through the streets of Philadelphia uncovering secrets left behind by the Founding Fathers. And as sad as I was when I found out that none of that was true, it did introduce me to the significance of the places just minutes from my house. My initial reaction was that the proximity of these all-important locations to my home shocked memy second thought was that I wanted to learn the true history of these places. I want to specifically focus on Independence Hall today, a monument to a lot of things and one of the most important sites in America.  

Independence Hall sits down the street from City Hall, an overpowering building, but once you set eyes on Independence Hall its grandeur sets in. Set on a picturesque square, red bricks rise up to form a meeting place, a looming clock tower, and well-kept but crumbling arches. Throughout the seasons, snow, rain, and constant heat, it stands tall. Often, I think that these places must be different from what they were when the most important events happened there, but when you walk in it feels stuck in time. Creaking wooden floors and lofted ceilings lead to the grand meeting room with chairs set up as it would have been during the meetings that took place over 200 years ago. It can be mesmerizing to stand in a place that changed history so greatly, but it is also a reminder that normal places and normal moments have the opportunity to become just as important.  

To me, Independence Hall is a symbol of the city and what it can be. The controversial history of our country is one that we as a country are still having trouble grasping, but in that building, men stood to change history. For better or for worse, the words that they wrote in those meetings created a country that would shape the world for the next two centuries. As America stands at a new turning point, I think back to that room and wonder where the next decision of that magnitude will happen, and how it will turn out.  

April 14

Sleeping Bear Sand Dunes

The Sleeping Bear Sand Dunes sound very innocent and yet they transport you to a different world. Going to the beach my whole life I always thought I knew what a sand dune looked like. Those small protective mounds pale in comparison to the otherworldly mammoths that are the Sleeping Bear Sand Dunes National Lakeshore. It’s hard to describe what it’s like driving up to these sand dunes. Located in northern Michigan, it feels isolated and alone. I remember a winding road walled with trees. As you drive down the road the trees give way to giant sand dunes that do not seem real. They seem to rise out of nowhere, and from the parking lot you can’t see the top. My family and I had just gotten out of our yearly visit to Michigania, a family came run by the Alumni Association of University of Michigan. My Dad grew up outside of Detroit and spent his college years at the University of Michigan. 

Exploring my Dad’s home state is amazing to me because it is like peeking into a different world. It is hard to imagine my Dad’s life without me in it, but he lived for decades before my birth. The Sleeping Bear Sand Dunes were a symbol of the mysterious world for me. I remember getting out of the car in the heat of summer. The large sand dune looming over head, seeming to taunt me. As we set out to climb the dune ahead of us, I quickly realized how hard it was going to be. My feet sank into the soft ground and I could barely keep my place on the side of the dune. Each step became a task by itself. But the views were worth it. As big as one dune may seem, there are more on the other side.  

Sand dunes seem to go on forever and suddenly they kiss the shore of the Great Lakes. The Great Lakes themselves seem like oceans. The other side is out of view making it seem like they go on forever, and yet they are not an ocean, they are something else. This environment leads to something amazing and unique. It seems like a world to itself and almost impossible to comprehend on google images alone. On the top there was a bench that sat on a little platform. As my family and I reached the top I heard my sister scream. 

“Ow! I think a bee stung me!”  We all looked back to see my sister sitting down sinking in the sand. As she went down with my Mom, my Dad and I sat on the bench looking out at the coast. To me that is why these places are so special. These natural wonders are irreplaceable on their own, but they are also a view into the past that bring people together. Each state Is so unique and comes with history and stories. This specific location allowed me to look into my Dad’s past and share a moment with him that I will never forget.  

April 8

Advocacy Project Idea and Time Magazine Deep Dive

For my Advocacy Project, I think I can really shape where I have been going with my Civic Issue Blog. The Civic Issue Blog covers the changing landscape of environmental policy during a time in which many view it as a make-or-break moment for humans fight against climate change. I think that I could talk less about clean energy, which I have focused on, and look at other facets of these policies and how they are going to shape our world. That is why I think it is so important – there are so many different ways that things must change and different parts of our society that are unsustainable, so I think it is important to cover this. I would hopefully like to focus more on something that directly affects most Penn State students on a daily basis so that I could speak directly to them. That is why I think I can maybe focus on food and sustainability and the mentality that people have on campus during their time in the dining hall.  

The Photography article focuses on a very disturbing topic that is important to talk about. I do question the ethical side of the article from Time Magazine on domestic violence. At first to me it did seem ethical, I thought maybe that the people had volunteered to tell their story after it had happened. But only after I looked through the disturbing photo album, I began to realize what it really was. Although these people did agree to do this story, it was originally not about that. And while I hope that the photographer got permission from the woman after I wonder if it was the right thing to do to stay back and photograph what was happening instead of helping. I am not sure what the right thing to do is, and whether they did not feel like they could help but I think that we have to look at everything and even then, how do we know all of the information without being there? This complicated situation does not feel like one that I can answer, as I was not there and do not have all the information.  

April 7

Fort Sumter

The idea of Americamonuments has been covered through this blog. I often think that many can get caught up in the complicated history and not enjoy the cool, distinct, and interesting places that have luckily been preserved by the Federal Government. The American South is filled with terrible history. As a kid I was always fascinated by the unique culture it had and was very sad to learn about how that culture was built. One place that really opened my eyes to this history was Fort Sumter in Charleston, North Carolina. Charleston is a picturesque city that I have to say I loved being in. It’s a city born with a unique culture. A port city used by the French; its history goes back towards the 1600s. It’s a city with colonial and colorful streets, palm trees, and its own food culture. The city is steaming in a vibrant culture. Countless heritages combine to create a plethora of noteworthy foods, music, and museums. 

There is one very important location on top of the list that one should visit when going to Charleston. That is Fort Sumter in the Charleston Bay. Fort Sumter is a manmade island with a strategic military fort on top. It has been a staple of the harbor for over 200 years. Originally built as a way to protect the United States coast from Invaders after the War of 1812it would remain incomplete until 1861 when gunshots would etch its name into history. After the South succeeded from the Union, Abraham Lincoln tried to restock the fort. This led to the Battle of Fort Sumter. Thirty-eight hours of battle led to a Confederate victory, and this would go down as the first battle in America’s bloody Civil War. It is a monument to pain and a monument to Americas faults.  

During the war the fort would eventually be leveled by Union forces. Rebuilt during other wars, it is now a monument protected by the National Park Service. This piece of history fascinated me. A building overlooking the water welcomes you and tells you about its history. This would lead to a dock where you could pay to go to the fort. The fort felt like a different world. Heat made sweat stick on my back as we walked through what felt like colonial brick. Beige walls in the shape of a pentagon look out across the water watching and waiting. Canons point towards the windows seemingly poised to fire. It is a remnant of a different world and a different way of life. The way that these battles were fought will likely never be done again. But it is important to look at the places that people fought in this country. Taking a trip down south can be a once in a lifetime and eye-opening experience. It can often feel like a different world and a different way of life. It can be easy to think that the things that people think divide us are not real, but as you visit a place only a few hours away you can see the truth in it.  

 

 

 

History.com Editors. “Fort Sumter.” History.com, A&E Television Networks, 9 Nov. 2009, www.history.com/topics/american-civil-war/fort-sumter.