Whenever I need a hat for blocking out the sun or my bad hair days, I can always rely on my Prep Crew baseball hat. Not only is it one of the few hats that can comfortably stretch over my enormous head, but it also serves as a lesson for me to keep my mind open. That hat reminds me of my initial path through high school
I could have been winning Stotesbury on the Schuylkill instead of building sets. As a high school freshman, I was fully invested in my school’s renown rowing program. We practiced every day after school, and most days were either spent on the river or running sprints up and down the Philadelphia Art Museum Steps for hours.
I can’t watch Rocky movies anymore because of the exhaustion those steps brought me, but even with this overworking, I was still fueled by one promising end product of the program. Prep Crew Seniors always won their regattas and got recruited by the Ivy Leagues.
I wished so much for this to be my destiny, but after winter workouts, I realized that I would never find fulfillment in endlessly grinding on ergs and doing solely rowing related activities to get into an elite university. I dropped from the roster and I worked to create a new path for myself.
I would not have imagined myself being in my current position four years ago, but was the path to the present worth it?
Even though all of my friends from crew went to Yale, Penn, and Princeton, I never looked back. I made sure to fully reap the benefits of my new path, and I can now say that I achieved this goal. If you learned anything from this blog, it is that I have built things and pushed through ordeals that seemed impossible. The demands were as high or even more than those rowing presented, but I had more fun than I ever would have being yelled at by my coxswain on a fifteen-mile run during practice.
I made more friends and built more relationships than I could have ever imagined. We all worked as a fine-oiled machine and we had a genuinely fun time with each other.
Looking at these memories of stage crew and light managing now makes them seem like they were all part of a dream. They are so far, yet so close to my heart. I miss the program tremendously, and I have no regrets.
I could have been typing this blog from a dorm in Harvard Yard if my situation played out differently, but I cannot imagine the person I would be if that were the case. Sometimes the most rewarding experiences reveal themselves in the most surprising ways.
With these thoughts, it is time to close the curtain on this passion blog series. I hope you have had as much fun reading them as I had writing them.