Grey’s Anatomy Deaths- Ellis Grey

Happy Thursday and start of semester 2 RCL blogging!! This time around i’ve decided to do something a bit different than my fall book blog/rating/summaries. While i’m still going to incorporate a bit of my own opinion into each piece and will be summarizing their character as a whole and the way that their deaths affected other characters and the show overall. I’ll go into slight detail on the way they died as well but it won’t be the main focus. With that being said, I feel that a good starting point is the woman that raised main character Meredith Grey, and the reason for much of her trauma, Ellis Grey.

In terms of emotional impacts for viewers, this death wasn’t one that hit very hard, at least not for me. In the seasons leading up to her death, we watched as the emotional trauma from growing up with a mother so ruthlessly focused on careers over personal happiness like Ellis Grey affected Meredith in all aspects of her life. Though she did have Alzheimers, and her appearances on the show emphasized the deterioration she experience at the hands of her disease, all as her daughter watched helplessly, Ellis’ treatment of Meredith during both lucid and non-lucid states was far from motherly, and left viewers including myself with a bit of a bad taste in our mouths as far as opinions on her go. With that being said, I shouldn’t be too harsh, as any death is tragic, and this one can be seen as ever more-so than most from Meredith’s standpoint, who was not only losing her mother for years before her actual passing, but wasn’t even able to have a meaningful conversation with Ellis in her final days, much less hear how proud of her daughter she likely would have been for the more than successful surgeon she had become.

Ellis’ death itself was very sudden, just as most deaths on this show go, and came at an already very dramatic time. Meredith was fighting for her life in the hospital after falling into the water at the scene of a ferry boat crash. She didn’t attempt to save herself and was giving up when she was rescued from the water and rushed to the ER. At the same time, Ellis was also in the hospital and being treated for a recently discovered heart condition. As Meredith coded and hallucinated a conversation in the afterlife with Ellis during which she told Meredith that she is “anything but ordinary” and she needs to run back, Ellis was also fighting for her life. Meredith was able to be brought back and made a full recovery, however Ellis did not win her fight, and died of a heart attack.

As far as lasting impacts on the other characters of Grey’s Anatomy, Ellis is a unique one. Although she died of a heart attack during season 3, which was very early on in what has now become a 19 season series, there is no lapse in mention of her, flashback appearances, and even new children of hers as the show develops. In season 10 it’s revealed that she had an affair, and the lovechild of her and co-worker Richard Webber showed up as a new employee at the hospital, turning Merediths life upside down once again. She may have technically been “gone” as of season 3 episode 17, but Ellis Grey was most certainly not forgotten.

*Images from https://screenrant.com/greys-anatomy-every-harper-award-winner/ & https://www.insider.com/saddest-greys-anatomy-character-deaths-2019-5

Passion and Civic Issue Blog Decisions

Passion Blog– In depth analysis of Grey’s Anatomy deaths (what happened in the episode, relationship of character to others, overall impact, my feelings on the death, etc…)

 

Civic Issue Blog-  The education gap (talk about developing countries (lack of education, gender bias, etc…) as well as general social inequality in education in all countries **still exploring this topic and am hoping to cover all sides of unequal education**

“This I Believe” ROUGH Draft

Apologies in advance that this is just not at all what either of my brainstorms were. Additional apologies that it’s far far from edited or near it’s final state by any means, as i’m still trying to figure out exactly how to word and portray my story and belief.

 

The cool air flowed through the airport and brushed my skin, forming goosebumps as I sat with my family, awaiting the boarding of our plane from California to North Carolina. This wasn’t a vacation to the east coast, but a move, after 4 years in the place we had made our home. At 11 years old, this was the 4th time I was moving states, I’d never even been at the same school for more than one year. New place, new school, new potential friends, new opportunity to have no friends at all, a fresh yet scary start. It was what I wanted, what I had begged my parents for before we even knew about Dad’s new job assignment, minus the fear of course. While these thoughts were all running through my head at a rapid pace, I couldn’t help but notice out of the corner of my eye that my mom was crying. My rock, my superhero, the only one that understood me when even I didn’t understand myself, and kept me grounded as I struggled in California, was upset about leaving, just as I was beginning to feel. It was only the second time I can ever remember seeing her cry. In our short time in California, we met friends that became family, and yet I was so caught up in the fresh start I so badly longed for, that I hadn’t even thought of the idea that this could be a hard move for not just my siblings and even me, but our parents as well. My emotions began to play tug-of-war, as I realized that while I was internally battling over the idea of a fresh start, and blaming myself with the negative possibilities that the move could bring, given that 11 year old me was convinced it was my asking that prompted the move, my mom was fighting her own internal battle. She had found her people, and was being taken from them during yet another move. I decided at that moment to be the strength, as my mom had done for me time and time again. I looked at her, and used a quote that I had read to the crowds of families during my 5th grade promotion just a week prior. “Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”. Dr Seuss is who said it, and while I didn’t know then and still don’t know now the context of the sentence in his life, what I do know is that it’s one of the only quotes I’ve ever been able to remember distinctly, and represents the feeling of leaving comfort and familiarity behind, and walking into the unknown. I will never forget the look on my moms face when these words stumbled out of my mouth, my solid attempt at making her feel less alone, just as she had done for me in every aspect in life up to that point. She smiled at me, and told me that I was absolutely right, and our new adventure was waiting just across the country. This was the first time I had ever taken a step back to acknowledge the feelings of someone else, even when I was feeling my own, and the situation that has made me believe that you can feel and still sympathize. You can be struggling and still recognize someone’s struggle, and it’s ok to not be ok, because opportunity awaits around every corner.

Spring Semester Blog Ideas

“This I Believe” Podcast Ideas 

  • mental health resources need to be easily accessible and unstigmatized for all
  • an end needs to be put to the pink tax/broader podcast about the remaining societal gaps in gender equality

Passion Blog Ideas

  • analysis of deaths in greys anatomy: looking at the way that the characters death impacted other characters in the show/review of episode they died in as a whole
  • continuation of last semesters book blog

Civic Issue Blog Ideas

  • abortion rights/overturning of roe v wade and public response of it/women’s healthcare as a whole and the decisions that are made for women regarding their bodies
  • education gap in developing countries

“All Your Perfects” By Colleen Hoover

A weeklong break later and officially at the final book blog of the semester, I feel it’s only fair we return to the roots of this blog and closed out with possibly the heaviest Colleen Hoover novel i’ve read thus far. While we’ve explored pretty much every corner of Hoover’s writing, from mysterious, to full of comic relief, ‘All Your Perfects’ is one that will keep you hooked and pull at the heart strings like none other.

Synopsis- Opening with their dramatic meeting, “All Your Perfects” follows Quinn and her husband Graham through what began as a seemingly “perfect” love story. Their relationship was one straight out of the movies, until it wasn’t. As the novel alternates between “then” and “now” chapters, it follows Quinn and Graham thought the start of their relationship, making memories and building a strong connection, and their present relationship, recalling the memories, mistakes, and secrets that they have built up over the years, now tearing them apart day by day.

Between the “now” and “then”, Quinn finds out she’s not able to conceive, and it ruins her. Despite the fact that she loves her husband, she continues to fall into a depression due to her infertility, and keeps it bottled up inside, putting a wrench in her once perfect relationship as she isolates herself. As the novel continues its alternation between past and present, it deals with infertility, infidelity, depression, and an overall crumbling of what was once seen as perfection.

First Line- “The doorman didn’t smile at me.”

Last Line- “You have no idea what this smile means to me, Quinn. I’ve missed it so much.”

My Favorite Quote- “We’re all full of flaws. Hundreds of them. They’re like tiny holes all over our skin. And like your fortune said, sometimes we shine too much light on our own flaws. But there are some people who try to ignore their own flaws by shining light on other people’s to the point that the other person’s flaws become their only focus. They pick at them, little by little, until they rip wide open and that’s all we become to them. One giant, gaping flaw.”

Rating- 10/10 surprise surprise another perfect score for Colleen Hoover to close out our book blogging journey. I know that this synopsis is much shorter than past ones, but the way this book is structured makes every chapter a new twist or turn, full of spoilers and leaving you unable to put it down or really explain it without giving it all away. It deals with some pretty heavy topics, but has a heartwarming ending that makes all the frustration at fictional characters worth it. Definitely a must read if you you’ve enjoyed anything remotely similar to Colleen Hoover.

History of a Public Controversy Brainstorm

A topic that I brought up on my first ever blog, which was a passion blog brainstorm, was my interest regarding the criminal justice system. While I ultimately decided not to use this idea for my passion blog, it is still something I find great interest in, and would be a very good topic for this group project. While there are obviously many directions the project could go in based on the broad topic of our country’s criminal justice system, I think it would allow for everyone in the group to find a part within which they find passion or interest, and also be something that has enough niche portions to keep the project highly analytical and within assignment guidelines. Some smaller topics within the large one include false imprisonment, people kept in prison past their sentencing, and the lack in of proper representation for people who cannot afford private lawyers.

An additional topic I find great interest in that was brought up by one of my group mates is the Johnny Depp and Amber Heard trial. It’s already something we touched on in class and therefore we know it’s able to be analyzed. Additionally, we can cover a bigger topic such as public trials, men vs women being accusers of domestic violence, or many other things that tie into the specific case of Depp and Heard.

“Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone” By JK Rowling

Another week another classic! On this weeks installment of Daniella’s Book Blogs, i’m bringing ya’ll a synopsis and review of a book i hope you’ve at least seen the movie of, if not read as well. Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone will forever take the cake as the first “big girl” book I got to read, so it’s only fair that it makes it onto the blog.

Synopsis- Living in a closet under the stairs at the house of his aunt and uncle, orphan Harry Potter’s life was at a seemingly all time low. However, on the night of his eleventh birthday, Harry learns that he is a wizard. A giant man named Hagrid crashes through the door and delivers Harry’s acceptance letter to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Despite his aunt and uncles best attempts to stamp the magic out of Harry and keep him in the dark, James and Lily Potter were two of the brightest wizards of their age. When Harry was a baby, an evil wizard named Voldemort murdered his parents and tried tokill him as well. No one quite knows how, but baby Harry survives, left with a scar in the shape of a lightning bolt on his forehead, he becomes known as the Boy-Who-Lived throughout the wizarding world.

After boarding the Hogwarts Express with the help of a wizarding family, the Weasleys, he becomes fast friends with classmate Ron Weasley. When they finally arrive at Hogwarts, a singing Sorting Hat places all the first years one of four different houses—Gryffindor, Slytherin, Hufflepuff, and Ravenclaw. The houses are respectively known for their bravery, cunning, loyalty, and intelligence, and Harry is placed in Gryffindor.

Through his time at Hogwarts, Harry not only learns things about himself he never knew, like his family legacy on the quidditch team, but also the impact he has held on the wizarding world without even knowing it, and the way that there ar

e some very powerful wizards still out to get him. Harry, Ron, and their friend Hermione all discover a three headed dog in one of the forbidden rooms one day, and make it their mission to figure out what exactly it’s protecting. The discovery of the guard dog in addition to some other strange occurrences, like a troll being let loose in the castle, leaves the trio wond

ering just what’s going on, and if a certain professor has anything to do with it.

They eventually decide to attempt getting past the dog, as they realize that it protects something very valuable, something that if put in the wrong hands could be detrimental to the wizarding world.  On their journey through the bewitched, the trio finds themselves met with countless obstacles, every one more dangerous than the prior. Eventually, Harry gets through to the final room, where he finds himself faced with the man who left him scared to begin with.

 

First Line- Mr.and Mrs.Dursley of number four, Privet Drive, were proud to say that they were perfectly normal, thank you very much.”

Last Line-  “I’m going to have a lot of fun with Dudley this summer . . .”

My Favorite Quote- “You’re a wizard, Harry.”

Rating- 10/10 a classic. That’s all I have to say about this book. It was the first long chapter book I ever read in elementary school, and I honestly only read it because of how many reading points it would give me on the quiz, but i’m so glad I did! It’s one of those books that no matter what genre you tend to sway towards, will get you hooked anyway. It’s pretty clear how it ends, evident by the 6 other books in the series that follow it, but nonetheless it’s a book I think everyone should read at least once, just so you can say you have.

“The Handmaid’s Tale” By Margaret Atwood

Happy Thursday! Taking a small break from our ole faithful Colleen Hoover books (don’t worry they’ll be back shortly!), this weeks blog is gonna be on a book with a bit more seriousness to it. A staple on most aplit high school reading lists, “The Handmaids Tale” is a book that everyone should read, and hopefully this weeks book blog convinces you of it.

Synopsis- Based in The Republic of Gilead, a totalitarian society occupying what was formerly America, this novel follows Offred (Of-Fred), a handmaid who’s single responsibility in life in reproduction for the wealthy family she is assigned to due to declining birth rates of the new age. Offred describes her life during her third assignment as a Handmaid, in this case to Commander Fred who is formally referred to as The Commander. Throughout her first person narration of life as a handmaid, Offred has flashbacks, portions of her life from before and during the beginning of the revolution, from her failed attempt of an escape with her husband and daughter to Canada, to her indoctrination into life as a handmaid. Offred describes the structure of Gilead’s society, including the several different classes of women and the roles they play.

Although he is supposed to have contact with Offred only during “the Ceremony”, a ritual of conception, the commander begins an illegal relationship with her behind closed doors. He gives her “contraband” products, such as old fashion magazines, cosmetics and clothes, meeting with her in his study, where he allows her to read, an act otherwise prohibited for women. The Commander’s wife, Serena Joy, also has secret interactions with Offred, arranging for her to have a secret relationship with the commanders driver in an attempt to get her pregnant, as she believes the commander can no longer have children and wants one. In exchange for Offred’s cooperation, Serena Joy gives her news of her daughter, whom Offred has not seen since she and her family were captured trying to escape Gilead.

After Offred’s initial meeting with Nick, they begin to seeing eachother more frequently, behind the back of Serena Joy. Offred opens up, sharing information about her past with him that could potentially put them both in danger. Through another handmaid, Offred learns of the Mayday resistance, an underground network working to overthrow Gilead. Shortly after Offred’s learning of the Mayday resistance, the Commander’s wife finds evidence of the relationship between Offred and the Commander. Offred contemplates suicide to avoid the public shame that she’ll experience if exposed. As the novel concludes, Offred is being taken away by the secret police under orders from Nick. Before she is put in the large black van, Nick tells her that the men taking her are actually part of the Mayday resistance and that Offred must trust him. At this point Offred does not know if Nick is a member of the Mayday resistance or a government agent posing as one, and she does not know if going with the men will result in her escape or her capture. She enters the van with her future uncertain.

First Line- “We slept in what had once been the gymnasium.”

Last Line- “Are there any questions?”

My Favorite Quote- “Better never means better for everyone… It always means worse, for some.”

Rating- 8/10 This novel is one that has a lot of underlying meaning and messages. While my blog itself is only a very very brief rundown of the overall plot, this is one of those books that I could analyze for hours, with so many different interpretations and ways of comparing this seemingly unrealistic society to the direction ours seems to be turning in some ways. While i’ll admit that it was a bit slow for me to get into at the start, and took me a couple tries to fully commit to the read, this novel is one that I can’t recommend enough. While it leaves off with one of the biggest cliff-hangers i’ve ever experienced, and will certainly leave you incredibly upset with how it ends and searching for extra chapters to answer all your questions, it will also leave you moved in a way that i’ve never been by another book.