All posts by Holly Gibbard

Eva O’Leary’s series for Time Magazine on life at PSU in the time of quarantine

Reading this article at the end of my third semester with Zoom honestly just breaks my heart. I remember when we thought it would only be two weeks, then a month, then one semester, and now it has been two and a half semesters (three if you count summer classes) on Zoom. I am so done. In high school I was very motivated and good about doing my homework and studying. I loved learning. Now, I dread having to do any form of school work and cannot focus to save my life. I have never dealt with a lack of focus like I am currently dealing with before. It’s terrible. It is at the point where I am concerned about whether this is just because of online learning or if I actually have another issue going on. 

Being on Zoom really just takes the joy out of school. Yes, I am learning, but I am barely connecting with my peers and professors, which is a vital part of the college experience. I transferred to Penn State after the first semester of my freshman year, which means I only got seven weeks on campus. I was miserable in high school and always said it would be worth it in college. Then I was miserable at Northeastern and finally had enough, I could not keep listening to my head over my heart because I was so unhappy, so I transferred. And then I get sent home about two seconds later.

The photo caption for Esther Gershenson especially resonates with me because I feel bad when I get upset over my current position. I survived a virus that has killed over 3 million people worldwide. I had a senior year of high school. I have not lost anyone close to me to the virus. So yes, I will take what I can get in terms of the pandemic and restrictions on campus, but I also feel extremely cheated of the college experience. After my high school experience, I wanted nothing more than to have a good college experience. And I did, for seven weeks. I got a little taste, which is more than most. I feel ungrateful when I complain or get upset because I really don’t have it that bad compared to most, but at the same time I can’t help but feel so incredibly angry and sad about the situation. 

Another thing that is not directly talked about in the article is clubs. Clubs are not the same at all. I tried to go to zoom club meetings in the fall, but I quickly lost interest or would forget about the meetings. Even though we are in a pandemic, I feel bad about not being more involved. I think about all the things I should be doing – internships, studying abroad, running for exec positions – and I feel extremely overwhelmed and honestly hopeless. I am afraid that when I go to apply to grad school or for jobs I won’t have enough on my resume, but I simply cannot muster up the motivation to get more involved. It is hard enough for me to do the simplest assignments, I can’t imagine juggling clubs too. I would like to reiterate, I am usually not like this at all, so to see me in this state makes me sad because I know it is not who I am.

RCL 4/21

For my e-portfolio, I am choosing to use Weebly. I did not choose WordPress because I want to be able to access my website after I graduate if I have to. I chose Weebly over Wix because I like having a strict template. I am not that creative and I don’t want to get overwhelmed by having to create my own layout. I also like how you can change the theme halfway through working on the project on Weebly, which you can’t do on Wix.

I tend to consider myself a very passionate person, especially about social justice and politics. You could probably tell by my works from this year. I would probably have the purpose of my e-portfolio be something related to that. Maybe for a future internship or something. Not really positive what I want my audience to be yet.

Some works that I would like to consider including in my e-portfolio from the RCL class would be my issue brief on Heartbeat Bills, my paradigm shift paper on LGBTQ+ Rights and Acceptance, my civic issues blog (I am not sure which specific entries yet), my advocacy project on single-use plastic bags, and my rhetorical analysis speech on the Sprite commercial with a Black Lives Matter theme. Maybe also my this I believe. I have a lot to pick from. I would also like to consider including stuff from other classes. I wrote a paper last semester for my Criminological Theories and Methods class that I think was pretty good, but I would have to read it over again and see if it fits with my theme.

Garbanzo Bean Burgers

Hi again, for the last time. I’m not sure how you guys feel, but this year went pretty quickly to me. I did a quick Wegmans run when I got back to school and I decided to try vegan garbanzo bean burgers. They were Wegmans brand and premade but not frozen. They actually changed shape in the grocery bag on the way home. I do not have a grill at my apartment, so I had to cook them on the stove in a pan. I sprayed the can with some Smart Balance cooking spray, and then heated it on medium heat.

While the stove heated, I prepped some asparagus tips to roast. I personally love asparagus and it is so easy to roast. First, I washed and dried the asparagus. Next, I chopped a clove of garlic. Then, I laid the asparagus on a baking sheet with parchment paper, spread the garlic out on top, and drizzled some olive oil on. I then tossed around the asparagus a little so they were each thinly coated in olive oil and the garlic was spread evenly. Finally, I put some lemon pepper on and popped them in the oven for 12-15 minutes or until tender (test with a fork). 

Once the pan was heated, I placed the garbanzo bean burger on and then covered it. My dad said I should cover it because sometimes when you cook burgers on the stove the tops/bottoms (the parts touching the pan) will get cooked but the middle will still be kind of raw. Luckily I was not cooking a meat burger so it would not be a huge deal if the burger was not fully cooked; however, I still would like my food fully hot not chilly in the middle. 

While the burger cooked, I prepped my buns and toppings. I like to toast my buns beforehand. I put tomato, lettuce, and red onion on. I would really have liked to add cheese but I could not find vegan cheese at Wegmans (to be honest I probably did not look hard enough) and I did not want to ruin the whole vegan theme. 

I had to split the burger into two pieces and make it into sliders because it was too big to fit on the buns I bought. The burger was actually huge. It was hard to flip. I wish I had taken a picture of it before I got it prepped so you guys could see. Also I should have taken a picture of the wrapper just in case any of you wanted to try it. Sorry 🙁

The first time I ate the burger (it came in a pack of two so I ate the second one on Monday) I really enjoyed it. I was also really hungry so maybe my opinion was slightly skewed. The second time I ate it I was not a fan. I am not really sure why, but for some reason it just did not sit right with me. I did not get sick or anything, but I could not finish it and I almost always finish my food, especially if I only have one or two bites left, which I did in this case. Maybe I just was not as hungry. Overall I would give these burgers like a 6/10. Maybe if I had some cheese they would have been better. 

I hope you guys have enjoyed reading my blog this semester! I really liked reading all of yours! Best of luck!

Simply Green Cafe

Hi guys! This week I did things a little differently. I was home, and on Tuesday morning my mom got notified that there were openings for vaccines in my county and that I was eligible to get one. I got the vaccine, and within a few hours I was very tired. Today (Wednesday) I woke up and my arm was in so much pain. By 12 noon, I was already ready to go back to sleep and was feeling very achy. I was originally supposed to cook veggie burgers today from the same list of vegan recipes, but I definitely did not have the energy. I decided to keep it simple and order out from a vegan restaurant in my area called Simply Green Cafe. I am not sure where you all are from but if you are ever near Ramsey, New Jersey and want to try some really good but also not super fringe vegan food then I highly recommend going here. 

My two cousins who are vegan (I mentioned them in a previous post) brought me food from this cafe the last time they came to visit. I got french toast sticks and let me tell you, I would definitely not have known they were vegan if nobody told me. They were absolutely delicious! My cousins are no joke obsessed with this place, they order food from it at least three times a visit, sometimes two times a day. 

I did not have the energy to go out, so I paid my little brother to go and pick up the food for me. Today I tried one of their specials: a buffalo chick’n sandwich. The sandwich came on a bun with lettuce, tomato, blue cheese, buffalo sauce, and fries on the side. Let me just remind you, everything is vegan! I honestly could not tell the difference between this chick’n (chicken spelled ‘chick’n’ usually means that it is a vegan “meat” patty) and regular chicken. I am not sure what the exact ingredients of the patty are, but if I had to guess I would say soy. I was also pleasantly surprised with the blue cheese sauce. Once again, I do not know the ingredients, but I would not know it was vegan unless someone told me. It really amazes me how so many things can be made vegan with little to no impact on the flavor and texture of the meal. It makes me realize that maybe going vegan is not so hard after all. If I can still eat my buffalo chicken sandwiches then what is the big deal!

This cafe’s menu has many good options that I want to try. I might have to make ordering out from this place a bi-weekly thing. The next thing I want to try is their eggplant parmesan. My cousin had it when we ordered out and she said it was delicious. I feel like an eggplant parm is relatively easy to make vegan because all you have to do is swap regular mozzarella cheese for a non-dairy mozzarella. I am also now interested in finding more vegan restaurants in my area!

RCL Blog 4/8

For my advocacy project, some ideas that came to my mind are advocating for people to either switch from regular milk to a plant-based milk (such as almond milk or oat milk), to use metal straws instead of plastic straws, or to stop relying heavily on fast fashion and maybe thrift instead. I am not really leaning towards one over the other these are just some ideas I came up with. My audience would probably just be the class.

As for the photo essay is a piece of art, a piece of advocacy, or ethical, I think that it is two of the three. I would say that the essay is a piece of art because it makes people feel certain emotions. It is not art as we usually think of art, it is art in that it is visuals that make people feel a certain way. I would also say that this work is ethical as long as proper trigger warnings are attached at the beginning. I would not say that this photo essay is a piece of advocacy because there are no action steps, and it doesn’t express what needs it is addressing in the audience. I guess you could argue that the need is expressed in that we are all humans and domestic violence is obviously wrong but I think an advocacy piece is supposed to address the needs. If action items were included then maybe I would consider it an advocacy piece.

Creamy Vegan Pasta

This week I cooked another vegan meal from the list of 85 Vegan Meals from Love and Lemons that I mentioned in my last post. I made the first recipe: Creamy Vegan Pasta. The recipe is linked here. Overall I was very pleased with this dish. It was a little irritating that I had to buy a food processor (I was at my apartment at school not at home so I did not have one), but I bought a little one for 10 dollars at Walmart and it worked perfectly. At first I thought it might be too small but I was halving the recipe because I was only cooking for myself and it worked out. 

Even though this recipe looks like mac and cheese, it is not. The sauce is made of white beans, vegetable broth, olive oil, and some spices including red pepper flakes. I like spice, so I think the red pepper flakes add a nice flavor and give the sauce some much needed spice. Without the red pepper flakes I think the sauce would have been too plain. 

I would recommend cooking the broccoli for a little longer than the recipe says. I personally am not a big fan of the trunk part of the broccoli tree (I do not know what it is actually called), and if I do eat them I need them to be on the softer side. The broccoli was a little undercooked for my liking so I would adjust as you see fit. 

I used whole wheat elbows for my pasta. I wanted to try the vegetable pasta but I was nervous because I have never had it before. If you are a fan of zoodles (zucchini noodles), I think this recipe would work well with them. 

My one issue with this recipe is that it does not reheat well. I made two servings so that I could put half of it in the refrigerator for during the week to save myself the time and struggle of cooking again. I like to be able to just heat up leftovers during the week so I can manage work and school without having to worry about cooking. I was really excited to have this recipe again because I enjoyed it the first time, but I was disappointed. The sauce reheated is not even a sauce, it is like a paste that just got stuck to the pasta and broccoli. It was not creamy at all, it was pasty. Obviously this is not the website’s fault, this is just a natural occurrence with certain foods I guess. It is like how I personally think burgers are never the same when you reheat them, but pizza can be just as good or even better depending on the pizza. If you want to try this recipe for yourselves, eat it when you first make it. Also, add red pepper flakes! It is a must trust me. Here is a picture of the creamy vegan pasta when I first made it: