“Dinner Time” by Alicia Dolan

They said: ‘Will you eat your food?’  And – when I said, ‘No,’ – ‘ Then we have only one alternative – to feed by force.’”  — Sylvia Pankhurst, woman suffragist of the 1920s

 

They are here.

I stand, back to the wall,

my jaw locked secure as the door to my cell

bruises blooming across my face

like sickly dandelions in drought-struck summer.

 

It’s the same every time.

Eggs, brandy, and milk.

Six officers tie me down

an unruly calf

Doctors file in next,

steel gag in tow.

 

Our cries for freedom

have revealed the breadth

of our chains.

My jaw is winched open

till bone creaks like spring ice

and flesh turns blue-black;

 

I call

I call for dogs,

I call for God

I call for end

I call for anyone

I call for freedom.

 

My answer

as thick rubber snakes down my throat

and my stomach, lone ally, rebels

my answer seeps the chasms

red, strained corners

of our jailers’ eyes.

 

I have no power

My ‘No’ means nothing

This horror, unveiled,

is all that binds us

weep for me, jailers mine

cry for freedom.