Book Review: “Strangers in Their Own Land”

The book “Strangers in Their Own Land: Anger and Mourning on the American Right” was written by Sociology Professor Arlie Russell Hochschild of the University of California Berkeley. For the book, Professor Hochschild occasionally traveled to southwestern Louisiana ten times from 2011-2016 to learn about Republican voters and members of the Tea Party. Her book is based off her understandings of the 60 people from the region that she interviewed. To summarize Professor Hochschild, the reason for her traveling to Louisiana was to cross an empathy wall and better understand Republican voters and why they voted the way they do. I think the quote “In 1960, when a survey asked American adults whether it would “disturb” them if their child married a member of the other political party, no more than 5 percent of either party answered “yes.” But in 2010, 33 percent of Democrats and 40 percent of Republicans answered “yes.” In fact, partyism, as some call it, now beats race as the source of divisive prejudice.” Best explains her primary reasoning for writing this book (6). Professor Hochschild wanted to examine the other side of the political spectrum from a sociologist’s point of view to figure out what was going on. She understood her party, but she was struggling to understand the other party. By “seeing over the empathy wall,” she hoped to bridge some of that divide.

The book is broken into four distinct parts and three appendixes. The first part focuses on what Professor Hochschild calls the “Great Paradox.” Louisiana as a state ranks 48th in eighth-grade reading, 49th in math, and ranked last in overall health. Yet, the people of the state constantly want smaller government. The second part focuses on the social area of the people and investigates how businesses, state government, the media, and church affects their lives. Professor Hochschild attempts to really understand what influenced their beliefs. Part three is about the “deep story” of the people of Louisiana. She divides the people into four different categories – team player, worshipper, cowboy, and the rebel – and tries to delve into what drives the different types of individuals she encounters. She wanted to understand how each of these different categories viewed the world and different elements like race, gender, discrimination, and pride. Part four compares the 1860s to the 1960s and looks into the future. At the end, Professor Hochschild looked into then presidential candidate Donald Trump and examined why individuals were supporting him. Appendix A describes Professor Hochschild’s research, while B covers the relationship with pollution and politics, and C covers fact-checking.

According to Professor Hochschild, this book is described by sociologists as an “exploratory” or “hypothesis generating” type of research. Her goal was to discover merely what was going on with Republicans. What was their drivers and influences? How did their beliefs developed? How did their beliefs play out in their daily lives? She wasn’t looking to figure out how common or rare different views were or explicitly study the views. In order to do her research, Professor Hochschild created four focus groups (two Republican and two Democrat) and followed around different members of the community – talking to them and observing their actions. The book doesn’t focus on making arguments for one side or another (though she does like to attempt to reason thought processes out and look at some paradoxes she sees), but focuses on exploring the people she interviews and encounters in Louisiana. The tone of the book is definitely one of someone that seeks understanding, sometimes feels pity for the people she encounters, and sometimes in some ways condescending. Condescending in the way that sometimes these people don’t seem rational to her and she really wants to change their mind and lifestyle.

The book could influence social life by allowing people on left-of-center on the political spectrum to see into the lives of some of the people on the right. We often see someone’s views, but we don’t see how they developed those views. Understanding what motivates people and what causes them to act as they do closes some of the gap between groups. In some ways, I think Professor Hochschild actually understood these people and in some ways I think her reasoning or conclusions were off. I also disagree with her methods for gathering evidence for the book. Professor Hochschild uses one specific area of people to almost try and explain an entire voting group. Why did she choose Louisiana? It’s a very poor and poorly educated area. The Republican party has many different groups within it with many different views. She could have easily gone to northern California where residents wish to break away from California and create “The State of Jefferson,” or wheat country, or dairy country. The views between the areas are similar but different. She would have found much of the same religious influence in views but different views on the energy sector. Here in rural Pennsylvania we love the environment and love to hunt and fish (we get days off of school for hunting season) and if an oil company or coal company was putting that at risk, steps would be taken by the community to do something. I also dislike when Professor Hochschild makes a statement about conservative views, but doesn’t actually understand why we have those views. Let me show you a few examples. On page 7, Professor Hochschild tries to explain how the gap between the parties has widened because the right has moved farther right. I disagree with that assessment, but disagree more with her evidence. She references Republicans voting to abolish the Internal Revenue Service and sell non-federal lands. Republicans voted to do so because the IRS was weaponized against Tea Party groups, groups she talked to, and because many Republicans are tired of the federal government constantly claiming more land for itself even when local residents didn’t want them to. She even discussed how taxes on the rich were 91% under President Eisenhower, but fails to mention that due to the number of loop-holes the rich never paid more than 50% in taxes. She also makes observations like “The grass around the whites’ graves had been recently trimmed while that around the black graves had not” (20). Maybe the maintenance people hadn’t gotten there yet or she is just reaffirming a preconceived conception and the grass just looked like there was a difference. Moments like this make the book hard to read. I felt throughout the book that Professor Hochschild just reinforced stereotypes and misconceptions by the area she chose to study and the observations she would routinely make.

The books intended audience is definitely targeted towards people who identify as Democratic or have views left-of-center. If you wish to understand Republican voters better then read this, but I say that with a grain of salt. This book doesn’t do a great job of actually helping people climb over the “empathy wall,” but may actually reinforce their views of Republicans. From many comments that I have read, that seems to be exactly what is happening for many. If you read it, perhaps talk to a Republican or tea party member. Go ahead and ask me a question and I will explain why I believe what I do and what influenced that view. Overall, I feel this book does little to nothing to mend the divide between left and right.

Hochschild, Arlie Russell. Strangers in Their Own Land: Anger and Mourning on the American Right. New York: New, 2016. e-book.

Wind Energy: America’s #1 Green Energy

The American Wind Energy Association (AWEA) released its U.S. Wind Industry Annual Market Report, Year Ending 2016 report on April 19th. With that being said, I think this blog is the perfect time to discuss one of the most promising alternative energies and this report. If climate change or global warming is caused by humans, then renewable energies are a great way to reduce the amount of chemicals we release into the environment through fossil fuel use.

Before we discuss where we are going, we should talk about where we came from with the history of wind power. The first windmill built to produce electricity was made by Professor James Blyth of Anderson’s College in Glasgow, Scotland in July 1887. Following on the success of Professor Blyth, Professor Charles F. Brush of Ohio built a turbine with a rotor diameter of 50m and 144 rotor blades. It could charge 408 batteries he had stored in the cellar of his mansion. A big breakthrough happened in 1904 when Scientist Poul la Cour of Askov, Denmark discovered fast rotating wind turbines with fewer rotor blades were more efficient. Then in 1927, Joe and Marcellus Jacobs opened the Jacobs Wind factory to produce wind turbine generators for farmers. Fast forward to 1941, when the world’s first megawatt wind turbine is built and connected to the power grid of Castleton, Vermont. In 1956, The Gedser wind turbine is built by Johannes Juul of Denmark. This turbine inspired many of the wind turbine designs we have today. In 1980, the world’s first windfarm was built in New Hampshire; it consisted of 20 turbines. 1991 saw the first offshore windfarm in Vindeby, Denmark. From there it has been gradual growth of wind energy throughout mainly Europe, United States, India, and China.

According to the AWEA, wind power is now the largest source of renewable energy in the United States. Thanks to the growth of wind energy, employment in the sector is now up to 102,500. The need for wind turbines caused the wind energy sector to add jobs at a rate nine times faster than the average for the job market. That’s rather impressive.

2016 also saw the United States first offshore wind farm off the coast of Rhode Island. That offshore windfarm is known as the Block Island Wind Farm. Compared to offshore windfarms in Europe, it’s a tiny project. There are only 5 turbines capable of powering 17,000 homes.

Now back to the wind jobs. Overall, 2016 saw the addition of 15,000 full-time jobs in the wind energy sector, bringing the total up to 102,500. Those 102,500 people work to operate the more than 52,000 wind turbines we have in the United States. Wind power is now up to 82,143 megawatts according to the AWEA, causing it to surpass hydroelectric power. That amount of power is enough to supply energy for 24 million households. Also thanks to wind power, we avoided sending 393 million pounds of sulfur dioxide and 243 million pounds of nitrogen oxide into the air if we had used fossil fuels. Wind energy in the United States is booming, largely in the Midwest and Texas where they have the greatest potential for wind energy.

Even with all of that said, wind power only provided 5.5% of overall electricity generation in 2016. Coal and Natural gas still account for two-thirds of our energy. Remarkably enough, solar power employs 260,000 individuals. I find that rather surprising because by far, solar energy has probably been the least successful alternative energy. While solar energy has a great amount of potential, the technology to harness power from the sun just isn’t there yet. It is much more expensive than wind energy and carries many of the same disadvantages of wind power.

So, what are the advantages of wind power? Of course, it is a green energy. It does not pollute the environment as much as fossil fuels like natural gas and coal do. Like solar energy, wind power also has a huge amount of potential. Take a look at the map above. Some state could produce 100% of their needed energy through wind power. Of course, it would need to be supplemented in case there is no wind. Tossing fossil fuels out the window in the future still seems improbable. Wind turbines are also more efficient than solar energy. That is one of the reasons I prefer wind energy. When you see solar farms, all of the solar panels need to be placed in extremely close proximity to one another. With wind turbines, they have to be placed away from one another but that means there is plenty of space for homes or farms. Prices are also decreasing. It will be interesting to see if that continues. The subsidies for wind energy are coming to an end and many states, like Texas, don’t plan on renewing those subsidies. We will have to wait and see what that does to the prices.

There is also a decent sized list of disadvantages for wind energy, though this is no different than any other energy form out there. The main one is the unpredictability of wind. We have no control over when the wind is blowing at high speeds and when it is not. That makes it difficult for wind to ever completely take over. At least for now, it looks like fossil fuels will continue to be the base load source for years to come. A breakthrough in technology for energy storage would really help wind energy and other forms of energy like solar power. How competitive the costs of wind energy could be is also debatable. Cheap energy is important for the United States because it allows for people to spend more money in other sectors. High-priced energy could hurt the economy. While wind energy doesn’t have the greenhouse gas pollution problem, it has a noise pollution problem. If you have ever lived near a wind turbine you know how loud they are. People that live by them hate it, and that’s why they’ll never put them in cities. The other problem that people have with wind energy is they ruin people’s views. That was the main complaint with the offshore wind farm in Rhode Island. The problem that concerns me the most is the amount of damage wind turbines do to bird and bat populations. According to the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service in 2012, 3-4 birds were killed for every megawatt produced through wind energy. Based on 2016’s 82,143 megawatts, that is between 246,429 and 328,572 birds killed in 2016. Those numbers are appalling.

Wind energy could be the face of energy in the future for the United States. It is renewable and green and that’s great. With newer and more efficient costs, prices could come down even without subsidies. There is still limits with wind power though. According to the Betz limit, we could only harness 59.3% of the energy from the wind at the most with the functional level being 20-30%. Due to the unpredictability, we also will need another source of energy to form a base load. That energy will probably continue to be fossil fuels. However, if we can limit the amount of fossil fuels we use at an effective cost… I will definitely be aboard the wind energy train. The future looks promising for wind energy and if climate change is truly caused by human activities, then the use of wind energy will be an effective means to help combat it.

Advocacy Project

Introduction

The purpose that Thomas and I set out with was to better inform people about the stereotypes and misconceptions around video games and also show them the impact that video games are playing on society. Video games have developed into a premier form of entertainment that increasingly appears in popular culture. It is important that people are informed about them and what they mean to people that are involved with them. Our audience was people that play video games and people that do not play video games but maybe know people that do. Even people that are interested in buying a console or personal computer to play video games are targeted by our website. I think Thomas and I have done a good job of reaching people in ways to persuade them. A huge percent of the population uses the internet, so we can reach a wide audience. We then use our website to give information and take down some stereotypes and misconceptions, perhaps opening the gates into video games for more people. There are probably girls out there who don’t play video games online because they think it would just be a bunch of guys. Now they know there are many girls that play and they will probably find other girls online to play with. We also show students and parents there are careers and jobs for people in the video game industry. You can have a successful life building them or playing them.

A website was probably the best way to reach our audience. A big thing about video games today is the online platform. As Thomas pointed out, online gaming has allowed people from all over the world to connect. We can use the internet to connect our website to people and give them information they have never seen. We can persuade them to try something new or take a new step in their lives.

We have put much thought into our design. I think the use of darker colors looks more professional and inviting at the same time. Some of our graphics are info heavy but others look fun and inviting. When I imagine video games, I imagine myself happy and having fun. I think our website does a good job of giving that feeling with also a professional look.

I think we do come across as authoritative and persuasive. We supply accurate information, give definitions for people who might not know much about video games, and reinforce our information with links to our sources and info-graphics. When I imagine leading gaming websites, I feel like ours would fit right in. I think the more professional look helps give us credibility.

Infographic Reflection

Figuring out which types of infographics to use wasn’t too hard. I have two images taken from articles in my introduction. I had never thought about doing that before but it works out extremely well. Instead of just having readers see the headlines from the news, they can actually see the headlines. Then I can talk about them. Then I mainly used bar graphs to compare figures. 3 of the graphs were in my section on how social people are when playing video games. It showed various comparisons between girls and boys and how they interact with others. The clear theme was boys tend to play games more and be more social when doing it. Honestly, I think the most interesting infographic was my figure on the growth of tournament prize money in eSports. It is crazy that prize money grew from 37 million to almost 97 million in a matter of 2 years from 2014 to 2016. The electronic sports market is growing, which means there is going to be more opportunities in the future. Overall, I think my infographics do a great job of supplementing the information given through my brief. They allow people to better visualize what I am telling them.

Skepticism

This week I think I’m going to take my readers on a ride through various thoughts of mine regarding global warming and climate change and take you through arguments I have heard from both sides of the spectrum. In my mind, climate change isn’t necessarily settled science. There are still many questions that need answered. As we answer more and more questions, a picture becomes more clear and eventually the world will come to a conclusion.

The main item I want to discuss with you is a segment I saw take place between Tucker Carlson and Bill Nye “the Science Guy” on Tucker Carlson tonight on Fox News. Yes, I can hear the moans and groans right now (if you want to know my opinion on bias, come talk to me at one point). Let’s be clear, I barely watch the news anymore and the only guy I really enjoy watching is Tucker Carlson. I think he can be considered a generally fair guy with tons of experience. He’s forty-seven and has worked for CNN (youngest anchor ever), MSNBC, Fox News, and was editor-and-chief for The Daily Caller. On the other hand, is Bill Nye, who many of you probably know. Technically he is a mechanical engineer, not a scientist, but he gained wide notoriety for his show Bill Nye the Science Guy that ran from 1993 to 1998. You could probably consider the man a national treasure.

Anyway, these two men had a great conversation on global warming and climate change. I believe some very important questions were asked. The segment started out with Tucker making reference to a live event that Nye had with Bernie Sanders in which Bill Nye claimed skeptics of global warming suffer from the psychological delusion of cognitive dissonance. Cognitive dissonance is a type of stress experienced by individuals who perform actions contradictory to their beliefs. Bill Nye began the conversation on how scientists are trying to understand how skeptics think and why their world view is not connecting with evidence being put forth by the scientific community. The two then turned their discussion towards skepticism, in which Carlson argues that skepticism is important in many aspects of our lives, especially science. I agree with that thought. I think we should always question our hypotheses and what we know. That’s even more important when we get new information, right? Bill Nye believes that “deniers” now go beyond skepticism. A true statement. If you are in denial, then you go beyond mere skepticism to completely taking a side. He furthers by saying there is overwhelming evidence of climate change they refuse to accept.

This is where the conversation takes an interesting turn. Tucker reframes the conversation claiming he believes that most people accept that climate change is a thing. I personally agree, I think we have proven that climate change is very real. Evidence suggest our planet has experienced many climate changes ranging from super warm periods to ice ages. I would say we experience a shift every day. At least through my understanding. Then Tucker adds on the part I am still trying to figure out, is climate change at this point natural or do humans play a large part in it? If humans do play a part, how much of the change is a result of us and our activities? Bill Nye answers those questions. He claims on the segment that the question is settled and humans play a large part in the warming of our planet. The reply to this assertion is one I find important though. Tucker asks, “To what degree is climate change caused by human activity?” Bill Nye clearly has difficulty answering this question and is only able to provide anecdotal evidence. He claims that changes that would happen in a 15,000-year period take place over a few decades. Other evidence includes people in Europe able to grow grapes on land farther north and how opening new ski slopes is difficult. To me this shows the difficulty with quantifying the effect of humans on climate.

In my opinion, truly knowing the cause of humans on the climate of our planet is an almost impossible question to answer. We make conclusions based on changes in various factors on our planet. Say the temperature rises a degree and at the same time carbon dioxide in the atmosphere rises 2%. Now we make conclusions from the data. So, one side might claim that the increasing carbon dioxide increased the temperature of the planet. On the other side, they might claim the temperature was rising due to other factors and it caused ice to melt, thus releasing more carbon dioxide into our atmosphere. The planet Earth is a complex ecosystem constantly affected by more variables than we can really understand all at once. It’s like the most complex equation placed in front of humans. What I figure is our science is at too early of a stage to completely understand how all of the factors affecting our planet connect and our view is currently to narrow. Look how long it took for us to figure out the Earth was a globe and people still claim it’s flat. Yeah, I’m looking at you Shaquille O’Neal… The best way to really confirm the human kinds’ effects on our planet is a controlled experiment, but for that to happen we would need another planet exactly like Earth, in every single way, without people. Then we could track the changes that planet faces compared to ours. That’s a pretty tall order because we probably will never find another planet like Earth. With that we would be able to definitely know, but since we don’t we’re kind of working on partial knowledge. Of course, I could be wrong in my assertions but something I have learned in my time is that you can manipulate almost any study or piece of information to achieve your desired result or confirmation of a hypothesis. That’s why I believe skepticism is always important.

In the overall discussion, I think Bill Nye was left at a disadvantage. These are tough questions that were asked and I’m positive he didn’t have all the required info sitting in front of him to answer them. At the same time, perhaps that extends to the scientific community. Perhaps we aren’t as sure as we claim and there is more to the issue than we can possibly grasp? I’m clearly no expert and as much reading as I have done, I only have a limited view. Scientists perhaps know most of the answers or maybe they are claiming more than they really know. With climate change there are so many different sides to the argument with information that supports all sides. Like I have said earlier, facts can be spun to support a side even if the overall picture doesn’t. With this in mind, I urge everyone to be skeptical. Be skeptical of the millionaires claiming global warming is destroying the planet while they fly in their private jets, be skeptical of the people claiming global warming is a giant money laundering scheme to make the rich even richer, be skeptical of the scientists who claim they know everything. The truth is that climate science is still early in its progress, by age. It will take time to build a consensus. Tough questions have answers that are tough to come by. Most people didn’t believe Copernicus when he claimed the Earth wasn’t at the center of the universe. He died before the Copernican Revolution really took off. That’s why it is important to be skeptical of your view and the views of others. Eventually climate science will be settled, but I don’t think today is that day yet.

Advocacy Project Plan

For my project, I was considering doing my project on video games. Something that isn’t necessarily a big issue, but a project I can have fun with. I can look at the benefits of video games and maybe some misconceptions. Do video games really make people more violent? Something I can perhaps answer. If that project doesn’t work, I was considering a second option on judicial activism. Judicial activism is when judges go beyond their powers and legislate from the bench. I plan and researching the history and key cases in which judicial powers have expanded. Then I can look at modern cases and maybe show why this is dangerous. The separation of powers and checks-and-balances were designed for a reason and the judicial branch is slowly siphoning power from the legislative and executive branches. The judicial branch was once considered the weakest branch and one day it could become the most powerful…

“Pausebuster” in Trouble?

It appears this blog on climate change is coming out precisely at the right time. A new controversy has blown up in the last few days… and I doubt that many of you have heard of it. The controversy is related to the “the Karl study” or “Pausebuster” that was released by the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA) in June 2015 before the United Nations Climate Change Conference in Paris, France. However, the study used seems to have been created with unverified data collected from an unsubstantiated method. A scandal may very well be brewing over at the NOAA.

The NOAA is the world’s leading source on climate data, making it one of the world’s most influential organizations on the topic of climate science. The paper was led by Thomas Karl, who was director of the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration’s National Centers for Environmental Information. The study was obtained by using two datasets, a surface measure of sea water and a land temperature dataset. At the time of its release, the study was considered a bomb dropped on climate change deniers as the paper denied previously made claims by the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPCC) that a slowdown in global warming, known as the “climate change hiatus,” had taken place between 1998 and 2012. Based on the previous IPCC study, it was reasoned that carbon emissions may not have had as much effect on the Earth’s temperature as previously believed. Yet, with the new NOAA “Pausebuster” story, that newfound reasoning was disregarded and climate change deniers received a smack in the face.

The surface water dataset used by Thomas Karl and his team was the new Extended Reconstructed Sea Surface Temperatures version 4, or ERSSTv4 for short. The method almost tripled the sea warming trend from 2000 to 2014 from 0.036 Celsius to 0.099 Celsius. Using the ERSSTv4 method shows massive increases in the overall heating trend during that time period. The methods for collecting this data is now being questioned though. A whistleblower, Dr. John Bates, who spent 40 years in meteorology and climate science, recently came forward. Dr. Bates worked for the NOAA for many of those 40 years and helped push the organization towards better practices of archiving data. He recently delivered testimony that the data used for the method was manipulated to show a larger warming trend. Per Dr. Bates, the data from buoys was adjusted upwards to match the data more closely taken in from ships. The problem with that, however, is ships are widely considered as bad places to receive temperature data from as the temperature of the water is increased as it meets the heat created by the ships’ engines. Climate scientists have already decreased surface water temperatures from previous decades to counter for this fact because most surface water readings from previous decades were received from ships. The questions are now being raised about why a new method would then reincorporate the ship readings if they are already considered as “bad” datasets. Data may have been adjusted by up to 0.12 Celsius due to the difference in buoys and ships. Further investigation and studies will be needed to confirm that number. The ERSSTv4 method has now been deemed unreliable enough that a new version 5 is in the works which will undo the adjustments of buoy data and include incorporating satellite data and measurements from the ARGO buoy system.

The other part of the data was the measurements of land temperature using the Global Historical Climatology Network (GHCN). There are apparent problems with the GHCN system that have kept it in testing to present day. The software for the system uses a process known as “pairwise homogeneity adjustment” that spots outliers in the readings from weather stations by comparing that reading to readings from other nearby weather stations. At the time that the “Pausebuster” was produced, this method was still in its earliest stages of testing. Even worse, the GHCN system has faced terrible software bugs that have caused data to be mistranslated or result in total system crashes. The current system of GHCN today is very much unlike the system used to produce this study and it still has yet to be deemed reliable and accurate enough for consistent use. Since the system today is still unverified as effective, how accurate could the system have been two years before?

Another controversy related to the study is that not all the methods surrounding the study seemed to have been archived correctly. This part seems to be the haziest at the moment. Some scientists claim there is enough that they can follow the reasoning and methods used for the study but not everything is available to looked at. It’s not clear at the present time whether some of the data may have never been archived, if there was a system failure that caused data loss, or if the data is archived but not available at the present time.

There have also been charges the paper was rushed to publication in order to influence the Paris Climate Summit, but this seems to be a moot point. Per various publications, the plans for the Paris summit had been underway for several years and the paper had little to no effect on those plans as countries headed into it.

The final part of the controversy revolving around this study is the refusal of the NOAA to comply with subpoenas from the House Committee on Science, Space, and Technology dating back to October 2015. The committee requested all documentation on the study including internal communication. The refusal by the NOAA to turn over these documents adds to the questioning about how well the data was archived and if there is anything that is being hidden.

From current information available to the public, this seems like a terribly flawed study. Several groups including Berkeley Earth and UK’s Met Office Hadley Centre have reportedly been able to repeat almost the same results to the data though. However, their methods will need to be evaluated just like this current study is being evaluated and investigated. The goal is to create the most reliable and accurate study possible in order to see the effects of humans on Earth’s climate and understand how severe the problem is or how miniscule it is. From this point in time though, it appears the “Pausebuster” study is going to be tossed into the garbage heap of history to serve as an example of what not to do. Perhaps this study will lead to new and more accurate studies. Maybe in the end, this study may be found to be on the verge of something groundbreaking. Only time can tell as increasingly more facts relating to this case come to light.

If you’re interested, here are some sources to read:

Daily Mail

Snopes

National Review

E&E News

Daily Caller

Reflections on “Awareness: An Underappreciated Skill”

First-off, I would like to apologize for my cold during the recording. I tried what I could and even waited several days, recording on occasion to see how I sounded, but it was of no avail. However, I think that is one of the challenges of doing a recording. Sometimes we get sick and it hurts our overall performance when speaking. I realize now why the podcasters and YouTubers that I watch apologize when they are sick. To the audience, they sound at less than peak performance and to themselves they probably sound even worse. That is at least how I felt. I definitely respect their willingness to give it a go though, no matter how their voice sounds.

Another challenge with doing this type of genre is knowing what program I should use. If I wanted to use GarageBand, I would have had to make a reservation at the library and used one of their rooms. To be honest, the thought just made me a little uncomfortable. Having people around watching what I’m doing just scares me a little. Maybe I’m overthinking it though. So I tried other programs I might like. I gave programs like Audacity a try, but it was painful to use for me. Maybe with a lot of time to mess around with it and I could have gotten a better feel, but I just could not get the program to cut where I wanted or delete segments. A challenge is definitely finding a program you can effectively use and be comfortable with. I eventually settled with VoiceThread. I was comfortable with the program and it helped me be comfortable as I recorded. When we are just typing an essay, programs like Microsoft Word and Google Docs are not very different. So there was just a new and interesting element in this genre.

The last real challenge I felt was figuring out how I wanted to perform my “This I Believe.'” Which parts do I want to stress or where do I want to pause? When speaking in public, it doesn’t seem as big of a deal. People are really only listening to your speech once. With this “This I Believe,” people can listen to your podcast multiple times and know if something just seems off. It is a challenge to really practice and perfect how you are going to perform your script. Then it is even harder to get that perfect performance.

On the flip side, I liked doing the “This I Believe” podcast because it gave me a chance to practice my speaking without speaking in front of an audience. I won’t lie and tell you public speaking doesn’t bother me, it does. It’s weird, I had an easier time doing public speaking when I was younger. The advantage is, you also get to listen to your own voice and how you pronounce words. I realized when I was doing this that for many words I don’t put emphasis on hard T’s. When I was practicing, I tried to teach myself to work on that. The podcast gave me an opportunity to improve my speaking. I hadn’t realized that there were certain speaking problems I was having. I need to enunciate better for example.

Another pleasure is the fact that you get to listen to people instead of just reading their paper. I think it gives a deeper insight into how people write. You get to compare how you read their papers to how they wrote their papers. Maybe they place stress on different areas or pause differently than myself. I think it exposes us to more style differences.

Finally, I think speaking adds a new element of personal connection between the writer/speaker and the audience. I believe that a genre like “This I Believe” adds to our ability to understand the mood, emotions, and purpose that the author intends. When you are talking about things that are important to you or what you believe in, that is important. I think it really helps the genre move beyond other forms of writing.

Some of the decisions I made surrounding my “This I Believe” podcast was choosing not to incorporate sound effects or music. When listening to the best of the genre, I noticed that most did not use sound effects or music. I figured there had to be a reason. For me, I wanted the people to listen and think about what I was saying and not be distracted. My topic was on awareness and how ironic would it be if I reduced your ability to be aware of what my podcast was saying if I included elements that could distract you. I thought about using them. Maybe I would use cheering when I stole second or some music in the background, but after a little bit of experimenting I realized that it just didn’t work. I want my readers and listeners to think about what I am saying and ponder the importance of awareness in their life. I want people to ask themselves: “How important is awareness to me and how do I use it?” or “Am I self-aware of my limits and my flaws?” I feel that incorporating music and effects would have weakened my overall purpose. Maybe it would have helped make my podcast sound better, but does that help people to learn why I think awareness is important? My answer was no.

One of the things I did do was emphasize “Safe!” in my podcast. I was trying to imitate the referee, and I hoped by doing that I could instill how I felt when I stole second onto my audience. The feeling was amazing and it is why that game is so memorable compared to many others I have played in my life. That steal beats the time I stole home. Even though stealing home is harder and much more rare, this instance happened in a much more substantial moment. I hope when you listen to my podcast, you can feel some of that excitement.

Another delivery decision I made was to make a slight pause after I stated “I believe.” I wanted to add a little bit of emphasis to the fact this is something I believe in. I really do find awareness to be an important skill and tool. I’m one of those people who is constantly examining their surroundings and considering what options are available or examining myself. I felt the added pause helped add that emphasis to “I believe”.