I’d like to share an eyewitness memory. However, this has nothing to do with what you typically associate an eyewitness memory with. Usually, when you hear “eyewitness”, you think of a courtroom and a criminal. My memory, which is somewhat faulty, has to do with a car accident I witnessed. Of course, as soon as I saw it happen, I called 911. And as I’m sure you probably know, when you call 911 to report anything, they ask for your name and phone number so they can reach you later if they have questions you may be able to answer.
I was sitting in the bank parking lot talking on the phone with my mom who had recently woken up from surgery. I wasn’t really paying attention to the hundreds of cars cycling through the adjacent intersection. That was until I heard the awful screech of tires desperately trying to bring a speeding car to a dead stop. I looked up as I heard that and I remember seeing the oncoming car hit a car making a left turn. The oncoming car was going so fast that when it hit the turning car, the turning car acted as a ramp. The oncoming car went over the turning car and flipped in the air and landed on its roof. Everyone stopped and those closer to the upside down vehicle ran to the driver’s aid.
At the time 911 called me back, I was unable to correctly call the actual sequence of events. All I could remember was the impact noise and the crash sound the oncoming car made when it landed. I also missed the most important detail at the time, which was who was at fault. I later remembered glancing up at the traffic lights because the noise of the traffic slowed. I had realized the lights I could see were red but there was someone waiting to turn left that was stuck in the intersection. As they were trying to get out of the way, I guess the oncoming car saw the red light at the last second and that’s what happened. Even though insurance rules state that whoever hits the other car is technically at fault, they want to know what actually happened.
This gap in memory is partially due to the trauma of the event. A common symptom of PTSD is the failure to recall certain details of an event for a period of time. I also believe the gap could be from bias. We subconsciously know what a law enforcement person wants to hear in regards to a report of an accident… Who is at fault. So my brain was scrambling to recall that information and in an effort to do so, all I could focus on was the moment of impact. I wanted to place blame but I wasn’t sure. I ended up telling the person I only saw the aftermath. Overall, our memory isn’t reliable all of the time. It actually really isn’t very reliable when it needs to be, yet we can remember the details of our grandmother’s wallpaper in her bathroom. Also, the fact that we recall memories from the last time we recalled them, I think, makes them even less reliable. I know it is easy for a person’s words and emotions to pull at our heartstrings in a courtroom, but I don’t think even the improved eyewitness testimony should be given as much weight as it is.
References:
https://agora.stanford.edu/sjls/Issue%20One/fisher&tversky.htm