One of the first questions people ask me when they see my tattoos are, “How bad did it hurt?”
I never know to how to accurately answer their question. I try think of hypothetical examples such as: it feels like a million paper cuts on top of a sunburn. Even though, I believe that’s a bit dramatic and believe that would hurt much more than a tattoo. The only answer that seems to make sense to me, is that it is a controlled pain. This week, we learned about perceptions and on Friday, as I got my most recent tattoo, I noticed something very significant about this particular experience that proved to be a perfect example in the power of perception.
If you ask anyone who has had their ribs tattooed, they will all say the same thing. It was brutal. I remember laying on my side with my head resting on my arm as my hand gripped tightly into my hair. I remember dripping with sweat and yet my insides were shaking as if I were submerged in an ice bath. I remember my stomach tightening every time the needle hit my skin and the feeling as though my upper body was being slowly ripped open with an incision knife. Many would ask, why would you do something that sounds so incredibly painful voluntarily?
The answer to that is simple, I know my stomach isn’t being ripped open with an incision knife. I know that my tattoo artist is not inflicting pain onto me to cause me harm. I know that my skin is being pierced with a needle and my brain is telling me that is painful but I am not in danger. My body is experiencing shock-like symptoms, such as drop in body temperature and excessive sweating but again, I am not in danger. If I was to apply the direct pathway model to my rib tattoo experience, it would make sense. “According to this model, pain occurs when receptors in the skin called nociceptors are stimulated and send their signals in a direct pathway from the skin to the brain.” (Goldstein, 2017, p.61)
However, I don’t always experience pain when getting a tattoo as my most recent experience further proved. Almost all of my tattoos are done with me laying down on a massage table. I have either minimal or no view of the actual process. In most cases, when I am laying down, I feel some discomfort with the first few lines and then my body adjusts and the area goes numb. I tend to zone out and focus on other things until my session is over. On Friday however, I was sitting up in a chair. I realized for the first time in a long time, I was going to get to watch the process of getting tattooed. This changed the entire experience dramatically. This time, I stared in amazement with absolutely no pain what-so-ever. I not longer had to wait in anticipation for the needle to touch my skin, I was able to see it with my own eyes. For the next two hours, I watched as my tattoo came to life. “Modern research has shown that pain can be influenced by what a person expects, how the person directs his or her attention, and the type of distracting stimuli that are present. (Goldstein, 2017, p.61)
It made me think about what we have learned about perception and our ability to process pain. What made a difference in the experiences I had? Was it simply the location and the number of nerves or was it my ability to look at what was going on? To be able to process the experience in order alleviate the experience of pain? I do believe that certain areas of the body are more painful than others due to the number of nerves and the muscle or bone structure of a given area. However, after Friday, I believe in even more in the idea of controlled pain. That my perceptions and awareness of the action have the power to alleviate the experience of pain while getting tattooed.
Cited Sources
GOLDSTEIN, E. B. (2017). COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY: connecting mind, research, and everyday experience. S.l.: WADSWORTH. page 61