You learned a lot during your first semester at Penn state like how much your family actually means to you as well as the fact that you need to start forming who you are now so hopefully you have found yourself by now. You have started off doing great on your own so do not lose that. You know how to balance school and social time and keep up on this year if you start losing balance between the two. You have made a great start on your dreams and I hope when I re-read this i will be on my final step to accomplishing being a pro rugby player.