For my real time chat with my professor we talked about a lot of personal things and how to get accumulated into the Penn State lifestyle. We started by talking about my old school of Salesianum and how great that school was and how amazing the brotherhood there was and then how the past two years really got me unmotivated to work for grades in school. I have kind of lost myself the past two years and I do not know how to reform myself into who I was before. Professor Nichols really helped me realize something today. It was that I can not be who I was before but I can take parts of who I was and form them into the new man that I am becoming. I need to get the motivation and drive to work hard like I used to and put all my effort into everything I do whether I want to or not because that is the only way I will ever achieve anything. I know it is going to be a little difficult and take a little bit of time to finally reach the man I will become but I know that this man will be the best Zack this world has ever seen. I am going to be hard working again I am going to be confident I am going to be who I am and be that well because I have been lost for the longest time and it is about time that I finally settle on who I will be and how I will act around everyone and what message I will give off to other people about myself. Professor Nichols helped me gain a little bit of confidence back into my life and put a bunch of hope into it and for this I can not thank her enough.