For my last blog, I thought it would be fitting to recap my first year experience here as a student at Penn State. As I had discussed in early blog posts, Penn State was not my first option as I had my sights set on moving across the country to California to attend UC Santa Barbara. However, as I received my cost of attendance and saw the whopping total for out of state tuition at a UC school, my dreams were quickly crushed. However, I’m extremely grateful (and so is future me that I won’t be $250k in debt) that due to the fact my mom works as a nurse at Penn State Hershey, I receive a significant tuition discount and only have to pay a fraction of the cost to attend here.
Up until my move-in date I was stubborn and swore to my parents that I’d hate it here and transfer by my second year. But after a few weeks, I found myself enjoying State College and all the new friends I had made. In my short career as a college student, I’ve noticed my adoption of a new perspective in the realm of various political areas. First of all, I began to follow policies related to student debt much more closely as it was finally something I am affected by. Increasing my financial literacy and understanding of financial topics was an important task considering I was the one responsible for my finances now, not my parents. Being a college student has taught me to budget more responsibly and not blow through my eRefund in the first semester… Don’t tell FAFSA it ended up at Urban Outfitters on College Ave. However, in the last semester I’ve begun to pay closer attention to rising prices and make more conscious purchases.
Aside from personal finances, I’ve also become more independent in regards to taking initiative for myself when it comes to career planning and academic pursuits. At a huge school like Penn State, it is much different than at my high school where teachers and counselors often held your hand as you searched for potential internships and scholarship programs. That being said however, I sometimes miss the tightness of being a part of a smaller community, but I’m also grateful to be at a University with a large network that provides so many opportunities for students.
On the topic of Penn State being a large school I’ve noticed that in the last year I’ve had to put myself out there more than before. In high school, I was fairly quiet and never went out of my way to introduce myself to new people, which resulted in me feeling a bit left out at times and stuck in my school work. However, at PSU I realized that I needed to branch out even if it was out of my comfort zone. With practice, it became much easier over the course of the school year, and I’m thankful for the opportunity to meet so many new people.
Overall, as the school year comes to an end I’m on the fence between wanting to go home for the Summer and see my hometown friends, or wishing there is more than a few weeks left of my first year. That being said, after my experience as a freshman, I am more than happy with my decision to attend Penn State, and I can’t wait for my second-year!