If the next page was already full; it means that no matter what I did next, it was predetermined. I would not read it though. If my life was predetermined, I wouldn’t want to know what was coming. If you already know what will happen in your life, it is then boring and not fun. and if that next page was filled, it would mean everyone’s books were already filled. also, I would probably be angry that all the bad experiences I’ve had in my life were put there by someone else. I would be thankful for some things though, don’t get me wrong.
If the next page was empty; I would be relieved. because that means I, solely, am in charge for what I do and what happens to me or even what I think. I would much rather be in control of my own life than to know it’s already laid out for me.
What happens when the pages run out? is that the end of my life? Or is there a second volume I missed somewhere along the way? and if it is the end of my life, where are the pages containing the information on what happens then?